everyone deserves to experience having a hot teacher
my laptop is hotter than my sex life.
They are pretty bad but fuck I’ve had a hard life and all I want to is be happy like everyone else.
Why am I trying to find happiness in someone else? Oh idk just the fact that people I was supposed to trust betrayed me you know no big deal. And besides the shit I went through with my dad, I feel like no one will ever wanna be with a girl like me knowing I have so many issues and will definitely have them still in the greatest relationship.
I thought you were the guy that could make see past that but I guess I don’t know anymore. I actually felt safe for once in my life despite my trust issues, but now I guess I pushed you to far and you can’t handle me. I guess when you said you’d always be there for me you didn’t know what was coming.
I just really wanna sleep forever and forget everything. Even you. It hurts to even think about you. I made you my world and that’s my fault. Now that yours almost gone I feel like I have nothing to live for and that’s the truth. You gave me life.
Just because I have issues doesn’t mean they can just go away. I feel that they come up every so often just like a bad memory you’re trying to suppress some days it’s controllable and some it seems to get the best of me. I thought you knew. Now you’re blank. Who am I supposed to run to?
and we don’t care
about anything …"